Hhhmmm..

*sighs*
As I walk along this road called life,
I stumble upon many things,
Things I shouldnt have seen or known at a very young age,
Things like how you are more fortunate than other people out there,
Or things like you can actually lose your loved ones just by the blink of an eye.

I have been through alot more than what people know,
And what they see with thier eyes,
Things a little girl of 8 shouldnt have known at that age,
And because of that,
I am more that it meets the eye,
I want to be heard,
But I wasnt given a chance because of how i look,
One word to described,
YOUNGER THAN I LOOKED,
Looks can be deceiving,
Though people today do not believe it anymore.

I want to be able to love freely,
Without the negetive thoughs,
Would he leave me and to love another,
Just because I look younger,
Or maybe just because I am not like the other,
Who had been through more than one relationship,
To truly undertsand the meaning of love.

I want to be able to speak my mind,
And be heard,
And make a differences in the world,
Or in someone's life,
I want to be able to reach out and change thier lifes,
Even if it was just a little bit,
And be able to see them smile or laugh,
Because you gave them hope,
Because you gave them back the light,
Or just because you gave them back something to believe in,
Or merely a little love they have not felt in the longest time of thier lives.

However,
I've been waiting for my dreams,
To turn into something,
I could believe in,
And look for that magic rainbow,
On the horizon,
I couldnt see it,
Until I let go.