*sighs*

She feels like the world is so big suddenly
She feels like watching it from a globe glass
She feels like an outcast
Because she feels like being rejected by all
She feels like there is a need to change some things
But she feels like she wasnt given a chance
She feels all the preassure and stress upon her
She feels like she might disappointed some
And she feels like crying
But it is not done on purpose
She is feeling sorry
Because she cannot uphold all the expectations
But she is trying
She is learning to be more responsible
She is learning to cope
There is a different side of her cant wait to come out
To show the world who she really is
She really hopes people would understand
She really hopes people would give her a chance
Because she is tired
Tired of being push around
Tired to care anymore
Tired of always being the one to let people lend on
Now, it is time for her to lean on someone anc cry on
Now, it is time for her to learn to express herself better
Now, it is time for her to speak her mind
But again, she wasnt given a chance because of how she looks
And because there was interuptions
However, she is still trying..
Trying really hard..=)

10 Reasons Why Shes a DOG person rather than a CAT person

CATS:
1. They bite
2. They claw
3. They smells
4. They chew on your furniture
5. They are moddy
6. They do not listen to you
7. They are stupaid
8. They eat and sleep and not chase the mice when they are suppose too
9. They chase everything they see
10. They POOO POOO everywhere and it SMELLLS

DOGS:
1. They are cute
2. They are cuddly
3. They are smart
4. They have great senses
5. They do not terrorise the house
6. They listens to you
7. They are simply loveable
8. They can be trained to be a great guarde dog
9. They are loyal
10. They make great companion
11. They chase mice..

*Oppss! I think its more than 10.Grins*

A song from the heart..True to the last word..=)

Artist: Abba
Album: Mamma Mia! [Soundtrack]
Title: The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
about the things we've gone through
though it's hurting me
now it's history
I've played all my cards
and that's what you've done too
nothing more to say
no more ace to play

The winner takes it all
the loser standing small
beside the victory
that's her destiny

I was in your arms
thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
building me a fence
building me a home
thinking I'd be strong there
but I was a fool
playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
their minds as cold as ice
and someone way down here
loses someone dear
the winner takes it all
the loser has to fall
it's simple and it's plain
why should I complain

But tell me does she kiss
like I used to kiss you
does it feel the same
when she calls your name
somewhere deep inside
you must know I miss you
but what can I say
rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
the likes of me abide
spectators of the show
always staying low
the game is on again
a lover or a friend
a big thing or a small
the winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
if it makes you feel sad
and I understand
you've come to shake my hand
I apologize
if it makes you feel bad
seeing me so tense
no self-confidence

But you see
the winner takes it all

Our last summer? HHMMM

The summer air was soft and warm
The feeling right, the paris night
Did it's best to please us
And strolling down the elysée
We had a drink in each café
And you
You talked of politics, philosophy and i
Smiled like mona lisa
We had our chance
It was a fine and true romance

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain

We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass
By the eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh yes
Those crazy years, that was the time
Of the flower-power
But underneath we had a fear of flying
Of getting old, a fear of slowly dying
We took the chance
Like we were dancing our last dance

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the notre dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand

Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away
Our last summer
We could laugh and play

And now you're working in a bank
The family man, the football fan
And your name is harry
How dull it seems
Yet you're the hero of my dreams

I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
Walks along the seine, laughing in the rain
Our last summer
Memories that remain
I can still recall our last summer
I still see it all
In the tourist jam, round the notre dame
Our last summer
Walking hand in hand
Paris restaurants
Our last summer
Morning croissants
Living for the day, worries far away

So retro..=) But love it!!

Artist: ABBA
Album: ABBA Live
Title: Does Your Mother Know

You're so hot, teasing me
So you're blue but I can't take a chance on a chick like you
That's something I couldn't do
There's that look in your eyes
I can read in your face that your feelings are driving you wild
Ah, but girl you're only a child

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out?
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out?

Take it easy (take it easy)
Better slow down girl
That's no way to go
Does your mother know?
Take it easy (take it easy)
Try to cool it girl
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?

I can see what you want
But you seem pretty young to be searching for that kind of fun
So maybe I'm not the one
Now you're so cute, I like your style
And I know what you mean when you give me a flash of that smile (smile)
But girl you're only a child

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out?
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out?

Take it easy (take it easy)
Better slow down girl
That's no way to go
Does your mother know?
Take it easy (take it easy)
Try to cool it girl
Take it nice and slow
Does your mother know?

Well I can dance with you honey
If you think it's funny
Does your mother know that you're out?
And I can chat with you baby
Flirt a little maybe
Does your mother know that you're out?

(repeat 2x and fade)

S.O.S anyone?

Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

You seem so far away though you are standing near
You made me feel alive, but something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love, it used to be so good

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
The love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me
S. O. S.
And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me
S. O. S.
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try how can I carry on?

HONEY HONEY!!! *WINKS*

Artist: Abba
Album: Abba
Title: Honey Honey

Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I'd heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine
Oh, you make me dizzy

Honey honey, let me feel it, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, don't conceal it, ah-hah, honey honey
The way that you kiss goodnight
(The way that you kiss me goodnight)
The way that you hold me tight
(The way that you're holding me tight)
I feel like I wanna sing when you do your thing

I don't wanna hurt you, baby, I don't wanna see you cry
So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
But I'm gonna stick to you, boy, you'll never get rid of me
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be

Honey honey, touch me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, hold me, baby, ah-hah, honey honey
You look like a movie star
(You look like a movie star)
But I know just who you are
(I know just who you are)
And, honey, to say the least, you're a dog-gone beast

So stay on the ground, girl, you better not get too high
There's no other place in this world where I rather would be

Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah-hah, honey honey
Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah-hah, honey honey
I heard about you before
I wanted to know some more
And now I know what they mean, you're a love machine

I DO =)

Artist: Abba
Album: Abba
Title: I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Love me or leave me, make your choice but believe me
I love you
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do
I can't conceal it, don't you see, can't you feel it?
Don't you too?
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Oh, I've been dreaming through my lonely past
Now I just made it, I found you at last

So come on, now let's try it, I love you, can't deny it
'Cos it's true
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Oh, no hard feelings between you and me
If we can't make it, but just wait and see

So come on, now let's try it, I love you, can't deny it
'Cos it's true
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do
So love me or leave me, make your choice but believe me
I love you
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do
I can't conceal it, don't you see, can't you feel it?
Don't you too?
I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

MAMA MIA!!! =)

I havent been keeping my blog updated for weeks. Ahh! Have been busy. Wasnt in penang most of the time. Anywayz, hope everythings good with everyone. Keep in touch! Ahaks! Toodles!

Say a little prayer

A song by Diana King

From the moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you..
While combing my hair now
And wond'ring what dress to wear now
I say a little prayer for you...

Chorus:
Forever, and ever, you'll stay in my heart, and I'll love you
Forever, and ever, we never will part, oh I love you
Together, forever, that's how it should be
Living without you
Would only mean heartbreak for me...

I run for the bus dear, while riding I think of us dear,
I say a lil prayer for you
At work I just take time, and all through my coffee break time
I say a lil prayer for you...

Chorus

My darling believe me
For me there is no one but you
Say you love me too...

Chorus

Finally

MMMMMMMMMM

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally

MMMMMMMM

I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

[chorus]
Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

MMMMMMMM

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

Ohhhhhhh, Finally, Finally, finally

Possibilities for the future

Jocelyn needs to achieve significantly higer levels of achievement and fulfillment in key areas of life including career, finances, family, friends, relationships, community and work-life balance. She also needs a source of inspiration. Where can she look? Many people keep telling her to always have faith and keep believing. But she always had her doubts. How long does she need to keep her faith and keep believing? People also tells her that if you have decided to do something, you dont need to wait and evaluate it before deciding. Part of the learning process is to take the leap. Yet again, shes afraid and need that source of inspiration. From someone or something, it dosent matter. All she needs is to have that insipiration and motivation to just do it. She has the motivation but lacks the inspiration. Above all that, what can she do when people does not understand her feelings and insted, expects her to understand thier needs, thier feelings and everything about them. And when she dont, they make her feel so bad she had to say she was so sorry and tries even harder to meet with thier expectations. Whenever, she thinks she found something or someone to inspire her to aim hinger than she had previously did, skies the limit, the colour always turn to grey and slowly fades away. She really need to raise up and not be so vulnarable and too nice and soft hearted by people's sad or kind words, or she could end up being up the one where people will be taking advantage off. However, she also knows that not all the people out there are like that. She has come across people who are caring and nice, sweet and generous..And she is thankful for them

Dont go breaking my heart..

Dont go breaking my heart

Dont't Don't Don't Don't go breaking.

Don't go breakin my heart
I couldn't if I tired
Oh honey if I get restless
Baby you're not that kind

oooh Nobody knows it (nobody knows it)
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
Oh baby you know i gave you my

*Chours*
So don't go breakin' my heart
I won't go breakin' your heart
Don't go breakin my
Don't go breakin my
Don't go breakin my heart

And nobody told us
Cause nobody showed us
Come on baby its up to us now
Oooooh I think we can make it

Oooh Nobody knows it
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
Oh baby you know i gave you my heart

repeat chours

You put the sparks to the flames
I got your heart in my sights

ooh nobody knows it
When I was down
I was your clown
Right from the start
I gave you my heart
Oh baby you know I gave you my heart

Don't Don't Don't Don't go breakin'
I won't go breakin' (breakin')

Repeat chours

Hhhmmm..

*sighs*
As I walk along this road called life,
I stumble upon many things,
Things I shouldnt have seen or known at a very young age,
Things like how you are more fortunate than other people out there,
Or things like you can actually lose your loved ones just by the blink of an eye.

I have been through alot more than what people know,
And what they see with thier eyes,
Things a little girl of 8 shouldnt have known at that age,
And because of that,
I am more that it meets the eye,
I want to be heard,
But I wasnt given a chance because of how i look,
One word to described,
YOUNGER THAN I LOOKED,
Looks can be deceiving,
Though people today do not believe it anymore.

I want to be able to love freely,
Without the negetive thoughs,
Would he leave me and to love another,
Just because I look younger,
Or maybe just because I am not like the other,
Who had been through more than one relationship,
To truly undertsand the meaning of love.

I want to be able to speak my mind,
And be heard,
And make a differences in the world,
Or in someone's life,
I want to be able to reach out and change thier lifes,
Even if it was just a little bit,
And be able to see them smile or laugh,
Because you gave them hope,
Because you gave them back the light,
Or just because you gave them back something to believe in,
Or merely a little love they have not felt in the longest time of thier lives.

However,
I've been waiting for my dreams,
To turn into something,
I could believe in,
And look for that magic rainbow,
On the horizon,
I couldnt see it,
Until I let go.

Time Of My Life

Time of My life..

I’ve been waiting for my dreams
To turn into something
I could believe in
And looking for that
Magic rainbow
On the horizon
I couldn’t see it
Until I let go
Gave into love and watched all the bitterness burn
Now I’m coming alive
Body and soul
And feelin’ my world start to turn

And I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time
To be more than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

Holding onto things that vanished
Into the air
Left me in pieces
But now I’m rising from the ashes
Finding my wings
And all that I needed
Was there all along
Within my reach
As close as the beat of my heart

So I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life

And I’m out on the edge of forever
Ready to run
I’m keeping my feet on the ground
My arms open wide
My face to the sun

I’ll taste every moment
And live it out loud
I know this is the time,
This is the time to be
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
I know this is the time
This is the time of my life
Time of my life
More than a name
Or a face in the crowd
This is the time
This is the time of my life.
This is the time of my life.

Have You Ever..

Have you ever felt so small in this big place?
Have you ever felt so lonely despite the many friends you have?
Have you ever felt like you are so tired to care anymore?
Or have you ever felt like giving up?
Have you ever felt like running away?
Or have you felt like you are out of love cause it hurts?

What am I suppose to write here?

Miss Mah has been complaing that Im not writing anything here except for some nice song. LOLZ. Still thinkking hard what to write. Okay okay. Let see..Hmmm.. I miss my friends both from penang and kuala lumpur. Also all those from all over the country. Sabah, Sarawak,Ipoh,Kedah.. Also all the way in Africa.. I still have no idea where Arthur,Tony and Malik is rite now. LOLZ. And I miss ZHIYING in aussie too. And I miss Michelle Skirt in the States. Ahhh!! whaahhaha. What else what else? I dont know already larr. Buzz me any ideas on what to write larr okays. I had this blog just for fun since everyones having one. Toodles~!~

SO CLOSE by JON McLAUGHLIN

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I;m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Give Them a chance people. COme on!!

I seriously think the BAM should give our Malaysian SHuttler a chance. Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong has done Malaysia proud! WHy spilt them just because they didnt win anything this year? Try understand thier feelings and needs as well. THey are not robots and we shouldnt be wanting more and more. We dont know what t expect in any sport and we can only hope for the best. And because they have been winning, we all shouldnt be greedy and keep expecting to win more and more for our nations glory! We win some we loss some! =) I really hope we all should learn from this and be a more understanding people and be more sensitive to othr peoples needs. Toodles!

DEDICATED TO MY FELLO COUNTRYMEN IN BEIJING

LEE CHONG WEI did malaysia proud just by going through to the men's singles finals in BEIJING. And to all those who managed to just represent out great nation at the OLYMPICS has been given a great honour and I hope the MALAYSIAN PEOPLE would not put them down. They have earn thier place at the OLYMPICS with thier hard work and effort, and we should all stand together as one nation,MALAYSIA and support them on. CHEERS MALAYSIA!! JOCELYN LOVES HER COUNTRY AND HER FELLOW COUNTRYMEN!! MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Fairy Tale..

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
MIricales could happen
Cause now I had to pretend that I dont really care

I thought you were my fairy tale
Dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
That's coming true
But everybody else can tell
That I've confuse my feelings with the truth
There was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you sing it
And when you smile
You make me feel that I could see the love
But then you went and change the world
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with use to be's and once upon a song

HARLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Jocelyn Here. Just started this and I have no idea how it works but heck, ill try anything new. Hope to see all my friends here though. Buh Byess!!